A few years ago i was in the local pub when a guy that i had not seen in years came over to me and was chatting away for most of the night! I had met him on many occassions over the years as i did work in a nightclub that he used to visit quite regularly!
He knew i had been married and that things had not worked out and i was now going through the divorce! But for some reason,everytime i had spoken to him,i always was in a good mood! He just always used to catch me at the right time where my mood was concerned!
So his quote that has stayed in my mind and annoys me so much to this day is,
"nothing seems to bother you Hollie,you have not got a care in the world and you just sail through life with no worries at all"
You have no idea how much this has bothered me for years now and almost a day does not pass that i dont think about what he said! I know you are probably thinking that what he said was nothing bad,which it wasn't but it just plays on my mind,endlessly!
This guy does not know what goes on in my head and for him to say that and actually believe it to be true really upsets me and for him to make that judgement about me when he doesn't know me that well to be able to have that opinion,well let's just say my blood is boiling even writing this! Please dont think i am being silly but i just cant get it out of my head what he said!
I have my problems like everyone else does and this guy thinks that nothing bothers me and i sail through life with no worries,i just wish it was true and i really wish i had never heard this comment! I guess nobody knows what goes on inside the head of another person and i for one would not have the courage to write about what goes on inside mine.
Maybe it's my own fault as sometimes i might come across that way to people but you have no idea how much this relatively harmless comment has played on my mind for so long,