Monday, 8 February 2016

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This is a very difficult post to write and i am not going to promote it in any way,it will just be here on my blog and i am interested to see who actually will read it,that being said,it will require a visit to my blog.

I feel so down at the moment and find it hard to put into words.Everything and nothing seems to be wrong. This laptop failing has caused me so much stress and frustration.When i eventually manage to get online after hours of waiting,if i click on a link,click on a DM message or even hit the reply button on twitter,it freezes and my laptop has to be turned off again and can then take hours to get back online. I have not spoke to anyone on twitter for a while apart from the very odd tweet that actually did not freeze my laptop. As i have not been too active recently,i have actually lost about 15-20 followers on twitter and also around 5 blog followers. Yes this is fine and all part of the experience!

But this is only part of the problem,i actually feel like i dont want to talk to anyone,it's just the way i feel.Maybe i should take a break alltogether from all social media and come back fresh and myself again.Maybe i really need this as i have spent alot of time on twitter over the past 12 months.It has helped with my depression being active online and i am afraid that being offline will make me feel even worse than i do now.I just dont know what to do but i do realise that probably nodody will actually read this so why am i writing it????????????.

I have also accessed my twitter on a mobile phone and it really sucks as my Timeline feed is all over the place and i have no interest in using my phone to go on twitter,i would rather not do so at all,

a very depressed,confused and disillusioned Hollie

**I will however try to comment on as many of my fav blogs as you people cheer me up with your posts **

32 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear you are down, Hollie... :( buy a new laptop and a new polkadot dress, maybe that will cheer you up:) best

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    1. thanks hunni,that is a very good idea x

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    1. thank you sweetie,you always cheer me up xx

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  3. Hi Hollie!
    I feel like this lots as well! Don't worry about it. If being online makes you happy, do it! Maybe create a new Twitter account and you can just follow things you like???
    Charlotte xx
    http://vieaveccharlotte.blogspot.co.uk/

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    1. thanks so much Charlotte,this sounds like a good idea xx

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  4. I'm sorry to hear you feel sad, Hollie. Maybe it's worth taking a short break from social media. Instead you could go for long walks or read to clear your mind.
    www.mydailywear.co.uk

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    1. thank you so much Izabela,this is good advice xx

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    1. thank you so much lovely lady,you are the best xx

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    1. aww thank you,you are the sweetest ever xx

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  7. Hope you feeling better hollie or as Gobby would say Hottie lol :). When ever your Twitter is working I'll bore you with one random conversation hehe.

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  8. Hope you feeling better hollie or as Gobby would say Hottie lol :). When ever your Twitter is working I'll bore you with one random conversation hehe.

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    1. i cant thank you enough for all your comments and good wishes,you are a very special young lady who always cheers me up xx

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  10. I'm so sorry for you, hun!
    But hold on, ann sooner everything gonna be alright, you'll see!
    xxx
    S
    http://s-fashion-avenue.blogspot.it

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  11. Social media can make you feel really down at time but it also has the power to make you smile, talk to people who have the same experiences and make you feel more positive. Maybe give it a break for a while but don't give up on it - I'd miss chatting to you!

    Gisforgingers xx

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    1. thanks so much hunni,i really appreciate your comment xx

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  12. Of course we read your posts lovely!! Just read your most recent too. Try not to get caught up in the numbers. It's quality not quantity that counts. Better to have people that lift your spirits than just huge numbers of people that don't even interact. Big hugs xxxx

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    1. aw thank you so much Justine and you are so right with what you have said sweetie xxx

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